Friday, June 12, 2009

Mr. Faqih Macam Chipsmore

A little bit confused,guilty over something and depressed plus doesnt even want to be a factor to a bigger problems.I hate myself even more when Mr. Steadfast seems to run away from me.Owh,please do come back coz I need you,really need you right now.

Mr. Feqah is always by my side but Mr. Faqih acted like a chipsmore,kejap ade kejap takde.Ya Allah,exam is just around the corner but then here I am having a very terrible war within myself.I feel so scared yet so pathetic.Ya Allah,do have pity on me please=((

Please discarded it so that each of us will be happy,even though it means a lot to me.I think I want to go to Belfast but then kak Farhana reminded me of 'hijrah itu biarlah krn Allah' and I was being slapped invisibly right at my face.Serves me right,huhu

Innamal a'maalu binniat

Hadith 1 Arabic text

It is narrated on the authority of Amirul Mu'minin,Abu Hafs 'Umar bin al-Khattab r.a.,who said:I heard the Messenger of Allah S.A.W.,say :It is

"Actions are (judged) by motives (niyyah),so each man will have what he intended.Thus,he whose migration (hijrah) was Allah and His Messenger,his migration is to Allah and His Messenger;but he whose migration was for some worldly thing he might gain,or for a wife he might marry,his migration is to that for which he migrated."
[Al-Bukhari & Muslim]

Ok,I understood ya Allah.Saya sangat2 kena bermujahadah ni,hehe.Ya Allah,teguhkan hati ku,jangan kau keraskan,lembutkanlah hatiku,jangan kau biarkan egoku beraja.Ya Allah,tetapkan hati ini pada jalan-Mu ye.Mungkin akan sedih,but then I'm going to be okay insya-Allah=))

I am determined to do something yet I feel like a loser=((.

Faiza azamta fatawakkal 'alallah

Ok,got it dearie=).Thx a lot,luv u=p

1 comment:

fairuzsallehuddin said...

hey kenapa ni cik kak?semangat skeeeeeeeeeettttttt!

kata nnt nak reunion kat sheffield?