Tuesday, June 30, 2009


ya Allah,kuatkan tekadku dlm jalan ini..

Berikan ku sebaris kata
Untuk ku susuri jalan gelita
Mentera keramat kata pujangga
Azimat yang bermakna
Di depan simpang bercabang tiga
Tak tahu mana satu arahnya
Kanan kiri manusia berdusta
Mungkir pada yang Esa
Mungkin ku bukan watak utama
Dalam pentas lakonan dunia
Bimbang juga ku turut sama
Pastinya aku yang binasa
Berikan aku pedoman
Arah mana jalan kehidupan
Untukku teruskan pengembaraan
Tak rebah dan tersalah langkah
Tunjukkan aku kawan
Simpang mana arah kejayaan
Timur, Utara juga Selatan
Atau arah matahari terbenam
Bersama menyusuri jalan
Para rasul nabi junjungan
Menuju ke puncak gemilang terbilang
Iman di dada mengiring langkah

~Nak bagi hadiah,mana boleh main cincai je.Nak bagi,bagi yang terbaik terus!!!~

Sunday, June 28, 2009

A Gift For Him

Wow,tomorrow is D-Day!!The very first paper for my final exam which in turn will decide whether I will be going to Sheffield or not!Mathematics-which was one of paper that has the capability to freak me out,having a cold feet the moment I stepped my feet into the exam hall.

But now,alhamdulillah it turns the other way around.I like mathematics very much as it is a very interesting subject,isn't it?Plus,a very good lecturer with crystal clear explanation,huhu,deepen my love for Mr. Maths,huhu

Okey-dokey,lets pray that tomorrow will end up in a good way,amiin,insya-Allah=)

Aim:1st class honors for this final as a gift for Him!Amiin..

Even though,I did not even finish revising other subjects but then I won't easily giving in to the current situation of mine.Owh,I need to finish my discussion for Biology's report,I hope I can finish it by tomorrow.

Burning the midnight oil-have to exercise this as lots more to be revised but I'm afraid of waking up so late,did not want to risk my dawn prayer just for the sake of revising,end up no blessing from Him=(

Towards 1st class-A gift for Him and His Messenger,insya-Allah..Amiin

Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Alhamdulillah,a little bit tired due to a bad lackadaisical attitude implanted within me=p.Still,alhamdulillah a verse from Him is enough for me to charge forward without complaining and sighing=)

"So verily,with the hardship there's relief.Verily,with the hardship there's relief"

Yeayy,stay steadfast and strive for the best for the sake of Allah and Rasulullah SAW.Dearies,wish you all,all the best in your future undertakings and not to forget pray for our success too here in Malaysia=)

"Lo! As for those who believe and do good works,for them is a reward that will never fail"

Off to Sheffield I hope insya-Allah,amiin.

Let's just struggle and have faith in Him,Allah SWT=))

Reminiscing the lyrics of 'Satu Tekad'=))


Yeayy,aim and strive!!!!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Mr. Faqih Macam Chipsmore

A little bit confused,guilty over something and depressed plus doesnt even want to be a factor to a bigger problems.I hate myself even more when Mr. Steadfast seems to run away from me.Owh,please do come back coz I need you,really need you right now.

Mr. Feqah is always by my side but Mr. Faqih acted like a chipsmore,kejap ade kejap takde.Ya Allah,exam is just around the corner but then here I am having a very terrible war within myself.I feel so scared yet so pathetic.Ya Allah,do have pity on me please=((

Please discarded it so that each of us will be happy,even though it means a lot to me.I think I want to go to Belfast but then kak Farhana reminded me of 'hijrah itu biarlah krn Allah' and I was being slapped invisibly right at my face.Serves me right,huhu

Innamal a'maalu binniat

Hadith 1 Arabic text

It is narrated on the authority of Amirul Mu'minin,Abu Hafs 'Umar bin al-Khattab r.a.,who said:I heard the Messenger of Allah S.A.W.,say :It is

"Actions are (judged) by motives (niyyah),so each man will have what he intended.Thus,he whose migration (hijrah) was Allah and His Messenger,his migration is to Allah and His Messenger;but he whose migration was for some worldly thing he might gain,or for a wife he might marry,his migration is to that for which he migrated."
[Al-Bukhari & Muslim]

Ok,I understood ya Allah.Saya sangat2 kena bermujahadah ni,hehe.Ya Allah,teguhkan hati ku,jangan kau keraskan,lembutkanlah hatiku,jangan kau biarkan egoku beraja.Ya Allah,tetapkan hati ini pada jalan-Mu ye.Mungkin akan sedih,but then I'm going to be okay insya-Allah=))

I am determined to do something yet I feel like a loser=((.

Faiza azamta fatawakkal 'alallah

Ok,got it dearie=).Thx a lot,luv u=p

Monday, June 8, 2009

Cinta Teragung

Cinta teragung..
Kaulah Dzat Yng Esa..
Tiada seperti makhluk ciptaan..
Pada gambaran pasti bukan Dia..

Bace shoutout sahabat kat twitter,'I'm late,someone touched your heart before me'

Rase sayu jerr,tibe2 sedih plak=(.Sahabat,jangan sedih tau..

'Faiza azamta fatawakkal 'alallah'

Still a long way to go=).Jom study!

Jom jatuh cinta,jatuh cinta pada Dia=)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009


Alhamdulillah,even though I was kinda exhausted as well as dead beat but then the lectures were worthwhile to be attended..And not to mention,multiple times had I closed my eyes so that my sleepy eyes would have some rest so that I can continue listening and comprehend all the facts murmured by my beloved lecturers.

To be honest,I was so grateful to be given such nice and sweet lecturers,with good-tempered plus brightening-my-day smile all I could wished for them was may Allah bless them for their effort just for the sake of giving their students very predcious knowledge that won't be acquired elsewhere..

Despite of light headache,I was quite happy as He gave me the very beautiful feeling of understanding the knowledge/subjects I've learned.Alhamdulillah,I was on cloud nine,hehe,grabbing in all the valuable facts that I could digest the moment they blurted out the words..

And I was lucky to have great friends with brilliant mind,they were always there when I got stonewalled,the usual tutors to turn to,Isho and the list goes on.Alhamdulillah,praise be upon Him.I was aiming for higher marks for this final and I hope I can cope with all the subjects etc,not to mention assignments plus lab reports,hehe

I love fluid,design,material,math,cpp,thermo,I do really love them very much=)Uhibbukum fillah hubban jamma!Ya Allah,permudahkan ye ya Allah,tsabatkan hati ini pada jalan-Mu..amiin2 ya Rabbal 'alamiin..

I was young,hehe but then I wanted to be like Usamah,Mus'ab and Ali..And of course Al-Fatih and Al-Banna=D..Amiin

Verily, the Muslims (those who submit to Allâh in Islâm) men and women, the believers men and women (who believe in Islâmic Monotheism), the men and the women who are obedient (to Allâh), the men and women who are truthful (in their speech and deeds), the men and the women who are patient (in performing all the duties which Allâh has ordered and in abstaining from all that Allâh has forbidden), the men and the women who are humble (before their Lord Allâh), the men and the women who give Sadaqât (i.e. Zakât, and alms, etc.), the men and the women who observe Saum (fast) (the obligatory fasting during the month of Ramadân, and the optional Nawâfil fasting), the men and the women who guard their chastity (from illegal sexual acts) and the men and the women who remember Allâh much with their hearts and tongues (while sitting, standing, lying, etc. for more than 300 times extra over the remembrance of Allâh during the five compulsory congregational prayers) or praying extra additional Nawâfil prayers of night in the last part of night, etc.) Allâh has prepared for them forgiveness and a great reward (i.e. Paradise).(Al-Ahzab:35)

It is not for a believer, man or woman, when Allâh and His Messenger have decreed a matter that they should have any option in their decision. And whoever disobeys Allâh and His Messenger, he has indeed strayed in a plain error.(Al-Ahzab:36)

My priority is Allah,so I have to be steadfast,I won't turned back,my nafs would say,you will regret etc. but then I won't regret and I dont want to regret because He is always there,I have to be good so that He will love me..All I want and long for is His Approval,only His Gaze matters most to me,no need to concern about others because I live my life all this while for Him so no need to bother others,hehe

Don't get me wrong,and I'm pretty sure my fellow readers would understand things that I wanted to deliver=).Till then,live your life to the fullest,for Him,Allah The Almighty=)