Hamba Allah yang Baik

Bismillah..

Interested in jotting down the lessons I've got yesterday night.Syukran to ukhti Uswah and Arifah for being tolerant towards my request of attending a ta'dib lecture in MWHS.

What was it all about?

By ustaz Hasri Hassan,he brought up an interesting issue of who is the 'ibadur Rahman stated in chapter 25 verses 63.To begin with,only 5 characters of 'ibadur Rahman had he discussed.

In verse 63: 'And the servants of Allah Most Gracious are those who walk on the Earth in humility,and when the ignorant adress them they say,'Peace!'

There were 2 points can be extracted here.

An 'Ibadur Rahman is a tawadhu' person.Means he possess such a very humble characters,away from arrogance.Down-to-earth,reflecting all his success,all his earnings back to His Lord,Allah SWT.When being praised,he would rather say 'Alhamdulillah' than boasting about himself.

A very easy-to-forgive person.Despite being insulted or teased,he would rather smile,would not letting any rude and harsh words coming from his mouth just to give a payback on others who is being rude to him and without being asked,he willingly just forgives others easily.

In verse 64:'Those who spend the night in adoration of their Lord prostrate and standing'

An 'Ibadur Rahman makes full use of the night to perform tahajjud prayer or qiamullail.

In verses 65 to 66:'Those who say;"Our Lord,avert from us the Wrath of Hell for its Wrath is indeed an affliction grievious,Evil indeed is it as an abode,and as a place to rest in'

An 'Ibadur Rahman is afraid of Allah's Hell.This can be figuratively speaking he is a very cautious person in his deeds.He will always consider his actions based on Allah's gaze and keeps asking himself 'did Allah likes this or not'?.And this led to a conclusion that an 'Ibadur Rahman must be one with taqwa as Caliph 'Umar Al-Faruq once said that,

'taqwa is like you are walking on the thorns.you have to walk with cautions so that you won't end up being hurt by them'

In verse 67:'Those who when they spend are not extravagant and not niggardly but hold a just (balances) between those (extremes)'

An 'Ibadur Rahman is one whom possess wealth but always lavish in his aids towards others in need,spending his wealth only on good purposes because of Allah.Is not tight-fisted to give the needy.

Ibrah dari Siti Hajar

Bismillah..

Selamat hari raya aidiladha buat semua muslimin muslimat,kullu 'aam waantum bikhair,insya-Allah..

Ingin berkongsi buat muhasabah diri dan sesiapa jua yang membaca.Baru balik dari bertakbir di rumah rakan2 undergraduate dan mendapat perkongsian yang sangat berharga dari kak Wani.Sesuatu yang memang diri dah tahu dan cuba untuk dihayati..

USAHA + DOA + TAWAKKAL

Bila diimbas balik,umum tentunya maklum akan kisah Nabi Ismail a.s. dan ibunya,Siti Hajar.Lakaran kisah ini jugalah yang pernah disebutkan oleh Nabi salallahu alaihi wasallam apabila ditanya tentang sa’iy (berlari-lari anak) dari safa ke marwah sebagaimana hadis yang driwayatkan oleh ibnu Abbas mafhumnya:

“Demikianlah (merujuk kepada kisah Hajar berlari sebanyak 7 kali antara safa dan marwah semata-mata mencari air untuk anaknya yang kehausan) berlari-lari anak (sa’iy) yang dilakukan oleh umat Islam sebagai salah satu rukun haji antara Safa dan Marwah)”

Sebagaimana yang dinyatakan dalam riwayat al-Bukhari daripada Ibnu Abbas maksud (sahih al-bukhari) dan mafhumnya (penjelasan Ibnu kathir dalam fathul bari),berikut adalah petikan klausa yang menampakkan kehebatan wanita ini:

“…Maka hajar dan anaknya Ismail mengikut Ibrahim alaihimussalam sambil bertanya secara berulang kali: Wahai suamiku Ibrahim, ke mana mahu kamu bawa kami? Apakah kamu mahu tinggalkan kami berdua di tempat yang tidak berpenghuni dan sahara kontang ini? Hajar merayu kepada Ibrahim berulang kali, namun langsung tidak dijawab oleh Ibrahim alaihissalam. Tanpa putus asa Hajar bertanya lagi: Apakah Allah yang memerintahkan kamu dengan hal begini? Ibrahim menjawab sepatah: Ya (na’am).Setelah mendengar jawapan suaminya itu, Hajar alaihassalam dengan penuh yakin berkata: “Jika begitu, nescaya Allah tidak akan mensia-siakan kita”…”

PENGAJARAN

Memetik kisah Safa dan Marwah,diceritakan yang Siti Hajar terlihat bayang air di dua tempat ini.Ketika di bukit safa,beliau terlihat air di bukit marwah dan begitulah seterusnya.Secara logiknya,akal manusia biasa seperti yang menulis akan memutuskan untuk tidak meneruskan pencarian di tempat yang pada awalnya memang diketahui tiada air.Tetapi,dalam konteks USAHA dan YAKIN DENGAN JANJI ALLAH,Siti Hajar tetap berlari-lari di antara dua bukit itu!
Dan beliau HANYA berhenti pabila melihat air mengalir keluar dari tempat hentakan kaki anaknya,Nabi Ismail a.s..

Ibrahnya,Siti Hajar mengajar kita untuk TERUS berusaha sehingga MENDAPAT apa yang diingini.USAHA Siti Hajar dapat dilihat daripada perbuatannya BERLARI-LARI anak dari bukit Safa dan Marwah!Dan walaupun tidak mendapati adanya AIR di kedua-dua bukit ini,beliau masih berlari ke arah adanya AIR which happened to be EITHER at these two places!Dan pabila mendapati AIR keluar dari hentakan kaki si kecil,Nabi Ismail a.s.,beliau MENGHENTIKAN pencariannya!

Siti Hajar juga mengajar kita untuk YAKIN dengan JANJI-NYA!Beliau yang pada mulanya berulang-kali bertanya kepada suaminya tentang destinasi perjalanan mereka akhirnya REDHA dengan jawapan suaminya.Apa jawapan Nabi Ibrahim a.s.?

Tanpa putus asa Hajar bertanya lagi: Apakah Allah yang memerintahkan kamu dengan hal begini? Ibrahim menjawab sepatah: Ya (na’am).Setelah mendengar jawapan suaminya itu, Hajar alaihassalam dengan penuh yakin berkata: “Jika begitu, nescaya Allah tidak akan mensia-siakan kita”…”

REDHA yang sama maksudnya BERSERAH DIRI dengan KETETAPAN dari Allah serta YAKIN dengan janji-Nya.Janji-Nya yang tidak akan pernah menzalimi makhluk-Nya!

Wahai diri,yakin dengan-Nya ya?Of all people,you should have known that Allah has decreed that boundaries..

Have faith in Him!

Let Allah takes care of the rest,shall we?Insya-Allah,everything will be just fine.Amiin.

Janji Allah dalam sabda Rasulullah saw,

Tiada seorang Muslim pun yang ditimpa sesuatu yang menyakitkan berupa penyakit atau lainnya, melainkan kerananya Allah akan menghapuskan keburukan-keburukannya sebagaimana pohon yang menggugurkan daun-daunnya.

(Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

Aku Ingin Berjalan Kpd-Mu..

Dengan nama-Mu ya Allah..yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..Pemilik 'arasy yang gah,Pencipta sesusuk peribadi indah,junjungan besar Muhammad S.A.W..

Jika qudwah hasanah itu bisa melembutkan hati si Yahudi buta,apatah lagi Pencipta si qudwah hasanah itu..

Yang tersangat lembut mentarbiyah(mendidik) hamba-hamba-Nya..dengan sedikit ujian tetapi mengundang sepuluh macam keluhan dan rintihan hamba-Nya..

Ya..Itulah aku..manusia yang terlalu kerap alpa dan lalai..

Lemas dilambung badai duniawi..Aku yang tidak sedar diri..yang berumah di tepi pantai lantaran keangkuhanku..konon-kononnya dengan segala yang ada di tanganku,aku bisa menyelamatkan diriku daripada dilambung badai mengganas..

Meleset sungguh andaian aku itu..Tapi dengan segala Kebesaran-Mu,Engkau memimpinku pulang ke jalan-Mu..Betapa baiknya Engkau ya Rabbul 'Izzati..Engkau yang tidak pernah mengadu perihal hamba-Mu walaupun kepada para malaikat-Mu..aku yang sudah berbillion kali menyakiti-Mu,dengan kelembutan-Mu Engkau menyayangiku..

Engkau tenangkan jiwaku..Engkau lapangkan dadaku..walaupun aku yang bertuhankn al-hawa' ini sering mengingkari suruhan dan larangan-Mu..Engkau yang sangat Berbesar hati..Engkau yang Maha Pemurah..yang sangat Baik..

Aku yang kejam dan jahat ini selalu menyakiti-Mu dengan perilaku jahiliyahku..Ampunkan aku Allah..Aku yang siang dan malam membaca 'aku redha Allah sebagai Tuhanku' dalam ma'thuratku..Tetapi Islam kaaffah itu terlalu jauh dari diriku..Aku yang memandu diriku ke arah maksiat..yang perlu difahami bukan sahaja yang zahir tapi juga batin..zina mata,dan yang paling dahsyat zina hati..Inilah aibku yang tertutup yang Engkau dengan Segala Kebaikan-Mu,dengan Segala Kelembutan-Mu menutupnya dari jangkauan mata-mata yang memandang..yang tidak bisa menembusi dimensi ghaib-Mu..

Engkau Tuhanku..Dengan segala Kebaikan-Mu,hanya Engkaulah yang layak menjadi Tuhanku..di dunia dan di akhirat yang kekal abadi..Engkaulah Tuhanku selama-lamanya..Tidak mahu aku bertuhankan selain dari-Mu..kerana biarpun aku tidak dapat melihat-Mu..Aku masih dapat merasa Engkau memelihara-Ku..setiap teguran sayang-Mu..setiap sakit yang Engkau beri..semuanya sebagai kaffarah dosa-dosaku yang memutih seperti pasir..sangat lembut ya Allah,Engkau sangat Lembut..


Rasulullah bersabda:'Islam itu tinggi dan tiada yang lebih tinggi selainnya'

Ingin aku tegakkan Islam itu dalam diriku..walaupun aku jatuh,tersungkur,berdarah2..aku akan bangun semula di atas dua kaki pemberian-Mu ini..untuk melangkah pada-Mu..jika himmahku hilang ditelan kegelapan malam,akan aku berjuang mencarinya kembali regardless of what it takes..kerna aku tahu sengsaranya hidup tiada himmah itu..

Hati itu perlu sentiasa disinari iman..Perlu berusaha..bukankah Allah itu ada?Panjatkanlah munajatmu pada Dia,Pemilik kepada Cahaya itu..Senjata terkuat seorang mukmin..Berusaha untuk mendekati Si Dia,untuk meraih perhatian-Nya..supaya Dia memandang-Mu dengan pandangan kasih dan sayang..tiada yang lebih bermakna melainkan pandangan-Nya..

Walaupun takut,lantaran ingatan pada sebuah hadis yang mengatakan..sesiapa yang mengaku jatuh cinta dan sayang kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya,ujian akan datang kepadanya ibarat AIR YANG MENGALIR..tapi aku ingin mengaku ya Allah,aku jatuh hati pada-Mu..

Kerana jatuh hati pada-Mu itu..membuatkan aku bangga menjadi seorang Muslim..Rabbiku yang sangat Baik..yang selalu membuat aku terharu menangis lantaran sayang-Mu padaku yang menggunung karat mazmumah..

Engkau Tuhanku..Engkau Pencipta Rasulku,yang pada dirinya tergambar kemuliaan akhlak dan tingkahlakunya..Aku ingin datang kepada-Mu dengan berjalan,akan berlarikah Engkau?

Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda dalam Hadis Qudsinya diriwayatkan dari Abu Hurairah r.a..

Allah berfirman,"Aku sesuai dengan dugaan hamba-Ku pada-Ku.Dan Aku bersama dengannya ketika dia ingat kepada-Ku.Jika dia ingat kepada-Ku di dalam hatinya,Aku akan mengingatinya dalam hati-Ku.Dan jika dia ingat kepada-Ku dalam lingkungan khalayak ramai,nescaya Aku juga akan mengingatinya dalam lingkungan khalayak ramai yang lebih baik.Dan jika dia mendekati-Ku sejengkal,Aku akan mendekatinya sehasta.Dan jika dia mendekati-Ku sehasta,nescaya Aku mendekatinya sedepa.Dan jika dia datang kepada-Ku berjalan maka Aku akan mendatanginya dengan berlari.."(riwayat Syaikhani dan Tarmidzi)

Unic-Hanyut

Cipta dari segumpal darah,
jelma seraut wajah,
rahsia agungnya kudrat Tuhan.

Dan dihembuskan nyawa,
diikatkan janji,
tunduk hanya kepadaNYA.

*Namun hakikatnya hidup sarat pesona dusta,
dugaan tuk menguji kehambaan,
tiada tempat berlindung dari fitnah dunia,
selain perlindungan-NYA.

Berkurun terukir sejarah alpa,
manusia dihanyut indah yang fana',
terlupa pada fitrah wujudnya,
hanya ditaraf hamba.

Tenggelam pada bisikan dunia,
tak sedar langkah mudik ke sengsara,
tergoda pada hasut sengketa,
rebut fatamorgana.

Telah disuluhkan laluan,
diberi segala pedoman,
teriring akal dan fikiran,
mengapa kehilangan.

Telah tertulis pengakhiran,
pada selembar takdir insan,
jiwa yang penuh penyerahan,
Itu yang dijanji syurga.

Notes: fatamorgana is something y realitinya tiada..fikir2kan

These Few Days

Alhamdulillah,cant wait for summer next year =D..I want to go somewhere but then lets keep it a secret shall we?

This winter,I got stonewalled not knowing which way to go but still I'll make sure I go to somewhere..

I dont want to go back to Malaysia in summer as I plan to go there~biiznillah insya-Allah

Still I havent decided yet,whether to stick to those whom were with me right at the beginning or the one whose I heard of about them from a friend of mine in Adelaide..

Havent discussed with my mas'ulah in Malaysia though I really miss her a lot like ages had I ever seeing her and talking with her or even texting her..She was and is a very goood murobbi..kak affizah,sayang sgt dekat akak..sangatt sangattt..Sorry for this retarded mind of mine in disregarding my earlier seeemed to be:decision of being in the same roof of yours..I am very sorry,I got confused and take a stand against you and all the words that once I was agreed with..I want the best out of me,for both sides..I want to make it fair and square,no hurting others et al..

And futur won over me..Still I havent made up my numbing-mind concerning this issue..Akak,ciri-ciri nyer pe ye?Y did I went against you whom dearest to me??How could I?My shifted paradigm got its stand on its own,instantaneously since it knew where to initiate the facts-analyzed process..Are they facts or some kind of rumours having spread out by an irresponsible individual intentionally to create a mess,disrupting our not so covalently bond or is it ionic??

Idealism isnt my intention as there's a slight chance of getting astray from the true path..If isnt based on the syariah.And my mu'amalat was and am getting worn out,tak tsiqoh-stricken which flare up my iman saying lots of things to not being done in the past though within a split second in time..

Backbone??Dun quite understand bout that..Referring back to Sirah was a good way to look but still got blank..The people inside subhanallah but considering the approach made me having a second thought..Or was it that I think too much of it??

Just wait and see I guess,permudahkan ye ya Allah..amiin

These few days I am depending on these items which actually only a part of the actual items in hand~Continuity in coughing too significant resulting in a dependency to an inhaler due to the asthma presumed by GP~

~my medicines since living here~

I got this during Freshers camp in notts and really like it so cute right??Get way too excited to recite it every day~

~cute little ma'thurat during FC in notts~

Wallahua'lam..

Coz I Already Knew

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful..

Because I do know..

I cried as my heart wanted to burst open..

I shed a lot of tears as I do know..

I feel like my heart is going to explode..

Coz I know..

And He did open all His Door for me..

Enable me to understand..

Why it is compulsory for me..

For us..

To be in His Path..

I cried till my friend heard and IM me..

Whether I heard someone's crying..

About 10 minutes later did I reply to her..

As if I was not the one..

I knew the answer..

But still I'm afraid of being in a wrong path..

Ya Allah I'm afraid of this world..

Full of fools like me..

Cheated by the devils..

I knew it already..

Yet I cried..

As if it won't stop..

Is this the answer to my question?..

I don't want to be left behind..

I want to meet You..

But before that..

I wonder..

If for any guy am I not qualified to be with..

Am I qualified to be with You?..

At least to meet You..

Am I??..

Tears kept rolling down my cheek..

As if it was raining here..

That sentence which blurted from my very own heart..

Kept ringing in my head..

I completely understood why it is compulsory for me..

I need to decide..

I have came across the BRIDGE,havent I?..

And as the saying goes..

Cross the BRIDGE once you've came across it..

Is this the right time??..

What about Father and Mother??..

Do I have to tell them??..

Both of them are the reservoir..

Created by Allah..

Source of blessing from Allah..

I love everyone..

I will not enter His House without others..

Lets go with me dearies..

All of us have that particular potentials..

They are a gift from The Most Gracious..

How could you differentiate us with academical performance??..

Is that a guarantee?

To enter His Jannah..

He had said that..

We are all the same..

What differs us is our taqwa..

Do not judge others dearies..

Allah certainly has unique ways to show His love to us..

Islam itu kan syumul..

That's what I learnt and know..

And I want to stick to it..

If I went wrong..

Please anyone,give me 2,3 slap on my face..

So that I know..

My pride is nothing..

If Islam is not in me........

noralina (22:36): sume org tuh adlh khalifah..tugas dakwah tuh plak wajib sume org bwk wpon msih x ckp ilmu..akhir zmn nnt islam kn kmbali gemilang so kene adda satu jemaah islam y memrintah

noralina (22:36): usrah dn halaqah tuh plak nadi seorang muslim

Ya Allah,moga dalam setiap degupan jantungku ini,diiringi nama-Mu ya Ilahi Rabbi..

Insan Kerdil

Alhamdulillah,arrived here in Sheffield safe and sound =)..Alhamdulillah,I came here with a feeling of performing my duty not as an excellent student getting excited of going abroad as a result of her result.

Nothing to be proud of..as I and my friends knew the truth that lied behind this..

Alhamdulillah,5 years of staying at boarding school as well as approximately 1 year in unikl,I came here tough and strong..

With a lot of responsibility...

With a lot of things in mind..

With a mixed-up feelings..

Of not being able to carry out my RESPONSIBILITY..

But I want to practice WALK THE TALK..

Oo Allah,strengthen my heart in ur path..

As I am nobody..

Nothing in me to boast of..

Please subtle my heart..

"Bukankah telah Kami lapangkan dadamu?"

Lapangkan dadaku ya Rabbi...

Selapang-lapangnya..

Seluas saujana mata memandang..

"Seorang mukmin itu suka apa yang disukainya untuk saudaranya"

Aku ingin sehebat Usamah,Mus'ab,Thoriq..

Aku akan berusaha..

Sehabis baik..

Jauhkan aku dari mereka yang menjauhkan aku dari-Mu..

Kerana lemahnya imanku..

Tak terdaya menepis godaan duniawi..

Jadikanlah aku seperti Yusuf a.s..

Yang betah memilih penjara dari tergadai imannya...

Amiin..

Have You?

Alhamdulillah done with the deposit payment of Opal 2 which really freaked me out as I was hankering to stay in the city campus yet many got in the way till at one point I really think I had to let it slipped away.Huh,alhamdulillah again.

Hard enough to bear with all the have-to-fill-in-the-form things as the server seemed to have an internal disorder.lol.Ok,back to business.These deposit things really made me thinking of my ‘payment’ in order to enter my ‘house’ ‘there’.Huhu.Yess,that very particular house for us to just sit back and having a good rest for our entire life after all the good deeds we’ve done to get into it.Get me?

Though the payment process was taking less than an hour I suppose (for those who had very high-speed internet connection),it took me a very enormous amount of patience to not smashing my sweetie pavilion into pieces as multiple times had I refreshing the page whose appeared to say-page load error!page load error!Lucky me..

Not to mention I had to ym Yin and Tumi (who happen to be sleepy) to join the forces (though indirectly) of battling the whacko server for the sake of having the deposit payment done!Huhu,and I was like having a total nightmare when Zarul said that if I decline the offer to stay in campus,I won’t stand a chance to do so in eons of time,forever and ever!!And for a nano-second I wasn’t able to think,hanged for a while like an ancient computer being lagged behind by the time revolution.

And I was relieved when these were written on the page -successful payment,deposit paid and the payment method had been set up!Huh,what a relieved..

I wonder whether ‘Illiyyin or Sijjin will be handed over to me.Sigh.The Resurrection Day.I tend to forget the real purpose of my existence and I always act like those days wouldn’t come to pick me to be judged.By whom?

Him..of course.

Indeed,lucky me if I got ‘Illiyyin but it would be a complete disaster,for me if I got Sijjin.Na’uzubillah..

7.Sekali-kali jangan begitu!Sesungguhnya catatan orang yang derhaka benar-benar tersimpan dalam Sijjin.

8.Dan tahukah engkau apakah Sijjin itu?

9.(Yaitu) kitab yang berisi catatan (amal).

18.Sekali-kali tidak!Sesungguhnya catatan orang-orang yang berbakti benar-benar tersimpan dalam ‘Illiyyin.

19.Dan tahukah engkau apakah ‘Illiyyin itu?

20.(Yaitu) kitab yang berisi catatan (amal),

21.Yang disaksikan oleh (malaikat-malaikat) yang didekatkan (kepada Allah).(Al-Muthaffifin)

Insya-Allah,will be working towards getting an ‘Illiyyin.So I can enter my ‘house’ to meet and see the Owner of All House!Insya-Allah!Let’s pay now and play later,shall we?=))