Design Week

Alhamdulillah,our design week had finally come to an end~ But it was a lot of fun and happiest moment in my life as i get to know more people (my classmates),and they were and are of wonderful and great people!!

And yeah,western people are more like muslims in their attitude,i strongly agree to that notion well could not against that statement as i have seen it with my naked eyes,the way they work,the efficiency of their thinking system and the teamwork they've showed me woahh that was really awesome and made me thinking about them;their good side apart from our different faith.

And due to my hearing problems,i had to really put all my energy into digesting all the words they're saying so that i did not only heard sound rather than words~~ yeah,it was might be due to always lsitening to music stuff but during this design week i just listened to music when i want to relax my mind and after that i put off my earphone and started to work again..

I have to work harder as the exam is coming nearer and i want to be as good as them;my friends;it doesnt matter whether my malaysian friends or my international friends;they're all my friends;i love them very very very much and i agreed to a malay saying about 'x kenal maka x cinta'

Allah had said in the holy Quran,that he made us in different races,nations,different tribes to get to know each other ( have to really understand the meaning;know each other within the boundaries set by Allah Himself!)

yeah,i love them to my heart content (illiyyin's usual words)

And I really miss my friends;ija.illiyyin,haziqah and tikah,i am really hankering to see them and have lots of chat with them,want to tease them and having lunch or dinner with them;all the stuffs that we've been doing in malaysia;i really miss that moment and i know i do~

And yeah,i'm going to miss valentina and elniza as they're of great accompany and friends during the design week,and sean (he's a guy so i cant talk much about him,dats the boundary and all of us neeed to stick to the boundary!) too.Really need to polish my hearing skills and my proficiency in english after this,it's now or never and have to follow the other 2 people footsteps ( cant tell you who are they),have to follow their good examples and may Allah strengthen their heart and guide them to His Path,not only them,all of my precious people,who are dear to me;please guide them Allah,they are of great and kind heart,bless them ya Allah,do please bless these precious people of mine..

I realized that though if it is a design week, i still have to abide to the rules right,i kinda loose my strictness towards certain people and become bias;yeah dats not good and not the right way to do it,astaghfirullah..

"Sesungguhnya orang2 mukmin itu bersaudara.." (al-hujurat:31)

Design week was great and it might be majorly because i was being surrounded by great people with big capacity of heart and einstein's mind~

Alhamdulillah,thank you Allah for this kind of wealth,and bounty and thank you Allah for all the things You've been giving me,alhamdulillah alhamdulillah~

Akhir-akhir Ini..

~credits to falah.fotopages.com~

Sejak akhir2 ni,diri selalu sangat blurted out doa rabithah..jiwa terasa sebak bila baca entry rakan2 y dilanda krisis 'jiwa kosong'..dan diri pun sedang mengalaminya=(..mungkin sangat rindu pada akhawat yang disayangi serta pada anak2 usrah back in KMS..moga Allah membuka semua pintu2 hikmah untuk kita,moga dapat membezakan yang haq dari yang batil,amiin=)..moga suatu hari nanti,dapat bertemu dan bersama2 membina dan menghidupkan bi'ah solehah,insya-Allah..

Hati ini telah bersatu berkumpul di perut bumimu
Hati ini telah berpadu bersatu memikul beban dakwahmu
Hati ini telah mengikat setia untuk mendaulat untuk mendokong
Syariat-Mu di alam maya
Maka ya Allah eratkanlah ikatan yang ada (2x)

Kekalkan kemesraan yang ada
Tunjukkanlah jalan yang benar
Tunjukkanlah dengan cahaya-Mu
Tiada malap terangi alam-Mu
Hidup suburkanlah dengan ma'rifat-Mu
Tapi jika ingin mematikannya
Matikanlah sebagai syuhada'
Dalam perjuangan menegakkan agama yang mulia (2x)

Teringat pesan seorang sahabat tatkala diri dilanda krisis iman,'berimanlah dengan ayat2-Nya'..Dan juga ada riwayat mengatakan 'bacalah Al-Quran jika ingin mendengar kata2 Allah,solatlah jika ingin berkata2 dengan-Nya'

~diri masih belajar,atas kecintaan pada ilmu,betulkanlah saya sekiranya salah=)~

Alhamdulillah=)

Hari ni pergi ke Dataran Pahlawan to make sure that yin's broadband is working and well-functioned.Alhamdulillah,all the way to Melaka Central nothing get in the way and we (tiqah,haziqah,tasha n her friend-eventually I forgot her name) arrived there safe n sound.

At first,when that broadband was plugged in to my laptop,my kaspersky seemed to block the installation process as the files were to copy into a hidden file bla bla leading to an unsuccessful attempt.But when plugged in to the computer and laptop of Blue Cube's,nothing seemed to be wrong.

Its status:connected plus with HSDPA

I didn't bring the power adapter,with a battery happened to be in a critical state,I decided to go back and come again the next day.

But alhamdulillah,praise be upon Him,The Most Merciful God,when I tried to install it again at the hostel,it happened to be a successful one=)..alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah..Allah tu sangat baik kan?Terima kasih ya Allah..alhamdulillah=))

Walimah Layang2

~credits to falah.fotopages.com~

Just got back from Layang2.Met my aunt & uncle together with my 11 cousins which I'm not so close with.But then,the walimah held tighten up the loosely held bond between us since I manage to get along with them pretty well even though I'm still a little bit shy upon their teasing.

I met kak Mas,bro Syukur's wife and his parents,kak Pia,kak Sofi,bro Yin,Wan,Hafiz,Khairudin and Iwan.Only bro Yasin wasn't there as he needed to deal with some important matters.All of them were so friendly=)..Before this I thought their faces were a little bit different from now but then it must be because of my silly ignorance towards them,sorry dear cousins.I won't forget all of you as you're so nice during my presence there.

Kak Pia & kak Sofi were very hardworking,went here and there to ensure the smoothness of the walimah,not to mention all their brothers,arranging the tables,serving the dishes & so on.So enthusiastic.I was thrilled=) plus amazed.Proud to have them as my cousins=D

Alhamdulillah,I manage to help them-serving the dishes for the bridegroom and their relatives and gave away the berkat to those guests who were sweet enough to mesmerize the walimah.Malu sangat sebab kena usik dengan geng2 sana-matchmaker between me and bro Wan..so relieved that bro sgt lepak n relax..

Dan betapa diri tersedar yang cousins saya sume sgt baik,alhamdulillah..Actually,banyak sangat yang berlaku hari ni sampai saya penat berfikir..Tapi yang bestnye,berfikir tuh kan bagus=).Nampaknya responsibility makin besar sebesar angka UMUR yang semakin menampakkan KEMATANGAN diri.Another terms-dah TUA=P

Moga sumenye baik2 saja bile saya x lg berada di sini.Ya Allah,luruskanlah hati2 kami,moga tiada yang menyimpang dari jalan tarbiyah-Mu,moga kami kuat dan tabah walau sebesar mane dugaan yang Kau berikan.Satukan hati2 kami pada jalan-Mu,serta tetapkan hati2 kami pada jalan yang Kau redhai wahai Tuhan yang membolak-balikkan hati..Amiin

Juga terasa sgt kesukaran memaintainkan ghadulbasyar (menundukkan pandangan) plus husnu dzon (berbaik sangka).Tapi,alhamdulillah senario yang biase berlaku akan kembali neutral as akan sentiasa ade sebelah pihak yang menjadi neutralizer=).Alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah=D..Juga sangat sayang my makcik and sume cousins=)..Jatuh hati=p

Alhamdulillah,lain kali insya-Allah kita jumpa lagi sebelum saya pergi.Amiin.Insya-Allah.

Nafsu Sambal Belacan

~credits to Saifulislam.Com~

I do like sambal belacan=) as I used to eat this dishes since I was a tiny-tots,plus I like spicy food!Very much=).Not to mention,each dishes served irrespective of whether during lunch,dinner or breakfast,would have some spicy flavour but according to our standard as each of us is called by our mother as 'hantu sambal'=p.

Very often,a RM2 lada kering would only last for less than a week,then would be maybe only last for a couple of days if my brother in SMSJ plus my father plus the one who jotted this entry are at home=)

Ok,enough of the crap.A couple of hours ago,I watched a Malay drama entitled 'Bisikan Syaitan' if I'm not mistaken and it reminded me about the necessity to fight against our lust.Nafsu lawwamah or nafsu sambal belacan as being called by Ustaz Abu Saif is actually belongs to person whom always regret for their wrongdoings but then at the end of the day they will keep repeating the same mistakes again and again.(Blogger,cepat2 repent=( )

Always feel sad about my wrongdoings in the past but then with or without a conscious intention,keep repeating them not only for the second time but numerous times=(.Astaghfirullah..

'Orang Mukmin xkn ulang kesilapan 2 kali'

Bear in mind,Alina!

Status:Lawwamah...next year?

Status:Lawwamah...then?2,3 years,10 years ahead?

Status:Lawwamah..

Shame on you dearself!I feel sorry for myself as the strength to fight back is not as invincible as the lust that keep devouring me from the inside like parasite..menumpang tanpa contributing benefits!

That's why ade saying yang cakap about manusia nih bleh jadi dua je,kalau hidup bertuhankan nafsu darjat turun lebih rendah dari binatang.Kalau hidup bertunjangkan akal yang disejahterakan dengan iman dan taqwa for sure lebih tinggi n mulia dari malaikat as malaikat of course xde nafsu tapi manusia y ade nafsu boleh overtake golongan nih if nafsu tuh dididik dengan baja iman dan taqwa!

Feeling like I'm nothing compare to adik2 yang age less than 12 years old but already got the title of hafiz and hafizah!I've got nothing to be proud of=(.But,I believe that best things is always in disguise=)..

Hidayah perlu dicari sahabat,dan semoga Allah akan sentiasa menggerakkan hati2 kita ke jalan yang Dia redhai..Biarlah kita x jadi org agama tapi pastikan kita jadi engineer,doctor,accountant even entrepeneur yang beragama!Sometimes,org biase pon yang keje biase2 je lebih hebat iman dan taqwanya..The thing is pandangan Allah bukan pada ilmu seseorang itu tapi pada pengamalan ilmunya=)

Kita selalu nak y terbaik dalam hidup,handset canggih,laptop gempak,rumah sebijik ala2 mansion,kereta x nak kalah BMW,ke Honda even soulmate pon nak y hensem bagi yang pompuan laki plak nak yang cun je tapi kita pernah terfikir x TERBAIKKAH amalan kita selama ni?KRITERIA2 SOLEH dan SOLEHAH tuh ade x pada kita?

Kalau boleh,saye nak syurga yang paling tinggi,x mau yang bawah2 tuh.Saya nak lihat Dia tanpa hijab,saya nak bersama2 junjungan besar,Rasulullah s.a.w serta yang seangkatan dengannya tapi boleh ke saye capai semua tu if amal saye sume so-so?Anda rase?

Erm,saye rase saye x main ar so-so nih..Saya nak buat yang terbaik yang saya mampu dalam ertikata seorang Muslim yang TAHU tentang ma'ruf yang disuruh dalam Islam.Saya nak berjuang sedaya-upaya saya so that nanti kat Mahsyar nanti saya x tergolong dalam golongan yang MERAYU2 minta dikembalikan semula ke dunia!Insya-Allah,ambisi saya cukup besar sebesar matahari bahkan besar lagi.Inilah amanah saya,anda pula bagaimana?Tepuk dada,tanya IMAN=)

More: CERITA SAMBAL BELACAN

Jaulah To Seremban

Ok,yesterday I've been to Seremban with Anis and Wani.We called this as Jaulah,in other words,Trip=)..kak Affizah and her husband picked us up in their Pesona at our hostel and then we went straight to 'Hentian I don't-know-what-its-name'=D..We waited for others as some of them were from KMJ(Tangkak),UiTM(City Campus & Lendu),UTeM,KUTIM and I think that's all..

Kak Affizah as the project director briefed us all about this jaulah,what we have to do and so on..all of us were divided into 6 group as there were 6 cars if I'm not mistaken..I was in a black Unser with Nisa,Husna which were Tajmil's sister (friend in Mara College Seremban),Sakinah,and kak Syuhairah=)..

We were given a task to memorize 2 hadith which also were songs sang by Muadz,Stand Up & 'Amrullah..enthusiastic songs indeed=)

The very first place we stepped our feet in was the office of ISMA,Seremban where I met kak Suria Irdayu,treasurer of PEMBINA Seremban and she said she was looking for me during this jaulah..huhu=)..We were being introduced to Pn. Norlida,Head of ISMA's Women,Seremban and I was very happy because I had eaten a very yummy fried noodles=p..Not having my breakfast yet..

And then,we went to another qudama' house which was Ustazah Fariza.She had a very large house,3 houses in a row,can I say it 3 big double-stories?very large,I could have sweating all the way doing the chores,hehe=)We performed jamak tamam so as to make our jaulah more easier and then we were invited to have our lunch there..delicious dishes,not to forget a very friendly house owner..Then,we met Ustaz Abd Halim,Head of ISMA Seremban which was her husband and he talked a bit about the importance of tarbiyah..alhamdulillah,after this I need to revise myself and lots of maintenance should be done..also,qiamullail should be practiced,insya-Allah..

And then,our last destination,to Dr. Zainon's place..she talked a bit about her involvement in dakwah,and her sadness about only having the chance to read a book entitled 'Dari Beirut ke Jerusalem' this year yet the book was published on 2001..it's ok Dr..better from me because I just bought it from kak Nabihah=)alhamdulillah..we had a very delicious chicken curry with France bread=p..also with mushroom soup,yummy=D

Last but not least,thanks to kak Affizah for inviting me into this jaulah=)..Insya-Allah,we'll be meeting again in yhe next jaulah..

Today In MICET

Just having usrah and gotten back at about 6.30 maybe..I feel very motivated right now..thanks to kak Affizah for her very interesting plus aspiring stories=)..to know more about her story when she had a chance to meet Aman Palestine's president who just gotten back from Gaza and his experience there,click here

Today we had recited verses 1-16,Chapter 78 which is Surah An-Naba'..so after this you guys can check your precious Al-Quran to browse the meaning ok=)

Yeah and not to forget,I met someone new today..she joined our usrah and this is her final year..her name is kak Farhana and she told me to come to musolla performing congregation prayer for Maghrib and Isya' there..I was quite taken aback as as far as I'm concern I haven't see Muslimah performing their prayer there..very rare..but then she said that she usually go there and she hope that I can go there too=)..Alhamdulillah,all of sudden I kind of getting enough strength to push and drag myself joining her=)..Alhamdulillah,praise be upon Him..can't wait to go there=)

Life in MICET..

Salam=)
Upon Syazana’s request(one of my best friend),I will be talking about my newly-registered university.
Made up my mind on pursuing in Chem Eng,I’m now a MICET’s graduate which is one of MARA’s subsidiary,universities.MICET stands for Malaysian Institute of Chemical and Bioengineering Technology,located about 20 km from Malacca(more or less).It is actually nearer to Tampin though situated in Malacca.
When I first came here,we were sort of into sight-seeing as we got stonewalled,got confused as too many informants yet to no avail.Too many cooks spoil the broth=( but at the very least they were willing to help,thanks=).Then,I called unikl headquarters asking them for MICET.After less than an hour out of our mind searching =D,we arrive there safe and sound.
Having through the registration procedures,I worked my way to the hostel on feet.Exercising in the early 9 am.My newly classmates greeted my mother on the path beside A block showing us where to get the key for my room.I thanked them profusely even though I wasn’t really showing how much I really appreciate their help=P,taken aback of how nice of them to us I mean to a complete new student kind of lost in her first day of registration=).Alhamdulillah..
Almost forgot,I made a new friend,Anis Zafirah during registration.So friendly which made me amazed,really.Plus so nice,=D.Happen to be my roommates.Very talkative,kind of extrovert I guess which total up to 2 things similar with me=p.Alhamdulillah,we get along very well till now and I hope it will last forever,amiin.
At first,there are 6 girls and 8 boys with 8 of them were FAT(foundation) students plus 3 KMS and 3 KMB.Anis and I used to regard ourselves as ex-cream of the cream as we failed to go abroad this January or February 2009=(..nevertheless,what goes around comes around..we learn to appreciate things and strive harder ,be stronger so that this second chances won’t slip away(have to get 50% of an overall average in the first sitting in unikl),otherwise our names will slip down from MARA’s list of sending-student-overseas.

At the beginning,lectures were almost zero in number as lecturers got a lot of things to attend to which make us really scared even not to death=D,as other friends of mine in BMI and IPROM have already started their lessons.As a matter of fact,we are kind of relax gak about classes,really in excited state when lectures being cancelled,got pretty sad if there is a class or extra classes at night compensating the one being cancelled earlier.Yeah,I admit that I become lazy+slow+sleepy at night sometimes but I need to push myself,having the thought of failing to pass with flying colours hits me like being in an aeroplane crashed thousands feet off the ground.My heart did a somersault,as the thought struck in me.I keep on telling myself,whatever happen,I will make it.Not to forget,have to let Him takes care of the rest after all the effort done=)
Sitting at the very front chairs,there won’t be any shielding effect as I have the feeling of absorbing all the valuable words,terms and so on from the very mouth of our lecturers.Very often,laughter grown up in me as the lecturers are soo funny yet lovely and wonderful especially our Phys Chem’s lecturer-Dr. Zainab.Her motherly face plus her naughty yet expressive funny gestures always click open some parts inside me which is the easily tickled+moved+touched part..I usually ending up in her class being some kind of vibrator,both shoulders shaking uncontrollable as I restrain myself not to let the laughters bursting out,not to mention others too..The funniest part is she asked me one day why am I soo happy today(during her lectures)?Some voice inside me blurted out-you brightens my day Dr.Really=)My classmates are very full of humour and we are always laughing,every minutes I think.Very happy and full of laughter=)Alhamdulillah..
Our classmates now are 21 in number.Plus Ija,Illiyyin and GMI’s guys which are Zarul,Ashraf,Fakhri,Ainul and Farid.Ija and Illiyyin are now my roommates besides Anis.We get along very well so far=).Alhamdulillah..So,here we are 21 students struggle very hard to get to Sheffield after failing the first attempt.Owh,Farid is a 15-point holder yet he wants to pursue here as they said he isn’t confident of going to German,the language and all of the sort.At the very least we can ask him for help or reference besides lecturers regarding our subjects=)
Last but not least,I hope we will make it and won’t disappoint MARA again and our parents plus our lecturers too.For the sake of Islam,I need to succeed this time!Insya-Allah,we’ll be working very hard on making this a reality=)

~having my first laptop,alhamdulillah~

salam..



to begin with,I am still a newbie in this bloggers' world.planning on having a laptop after getting my mara's loan,He granted my wish once I told my beloved mum about this (not getting mara's loan yet).without hesitation,my father had been informed by mum and the next day we were working our way to Wetex located at the centre of Bandar Maharani.


aiming not to have a single look on acers'(as I've been told by kak win and my friends not to),finally we found a shop which sells laptops and so forth.without further ado,I stepped my feet into and excitedly started looking for HP Compaqs'.having several words with the seller plus asking for my parents's permission,I decided to buy one in the above figure.haha,actually I'm confused when asked by the seller which of the 2 models (other HP Pavilion model,bigger in size+LCD can't be rotated 180 degree sideways but much higher capacity of RAM)I wanted to buy.on having second thoughts,I made up my mind to bring home a HP Pavilion tx2500 Entertainment Notebook PC cashed with big amount of money in debt to my parents.

don't ever dare to say my parents are stingy.they are not stingy but nowadays money is crucial in pursuing life irrespective of whether in Malaysia or overseas.believing that education is vital in having brighter future,my parents reminded me of not having the internet-addicted disease despite myself always burning the midnight oil,playing games in kak win's laptop(need to queue up;fighting over it with my 2 younger brothers.haha).

Reminder (Al-Ankabut:ayat 64):
“Dan (ingatlah bahawa) kehidupan dunia ini (meliputi segala kesenangan dan kemewahannya, jika dinilaikan dengan kehidupan akhirat) tidak lain hanyalah ibarat hiburan dan permainan dan sesungguhnya negeri akhirat itu ialah kehidupan yang sebenar-benarnya; kalaulah mereka mengetahui (hakikat ini tentulah mereka tidak akan melupakan hari akhirat)” (29:64)
(credits to kak aliyyah)

I recalled on one nite (I can't remember when but happened this year)as I was playing games attentively in the living room,almost 4 in the morning,my father appeared from nowhere and suddenly,with the istighfar coming out from his mouth as his lecture's opening urging me to perform tahajjud prayer instead of playing silly games.

manisnya tahajjud:click here

Astaghfirullah, how hypocritical I was. How many times had I said to people, of being a full-time Muslim, of having to enter Islam as a whole (2:208), and yet was I remembering Him qiyaaman wa qu’udan wa alaa junubi (standing, sitting and lying down)? (credits to kak aliyyah)

on thursday nite:realizing its importance (of having a laptop) when I've to stay up working on physical chem as I was absent from the test for having measle,not to mention that I searched desperately for exponential differentiation in search engine google at 3 am as I was racking my mind to prepare for tomorrow's test.huhu.alhamdulillah,I've done my best and the rest is up to Him.

for my beloved sister,kak win (along),thanks a lot for letting us (her siblings) using her laptop even though we seemed to appreciate it for nothing.may Allah bless you with His Infinite Love and be with you through thick and thin.I won't forget all the things you've done for me till the end of my life,insya-Allah.

last but not least,I hope this newly-brought laptop will be one of my contibution's source to Islam in many ways such as blogging to spread the words preached by our beloved prophet (pbuh),Muhammad.having faith of no significant level compared to the Companions;never ever dare to imagine being in pace with our beloved prophet (pbuh),I trully hope that my words can inspired others towards Islam.

wassalam..